Thankfully the end is near, I only have 1 week of radiotherapy left and its a relief. I am really struggling with the journey, the tiredness, the inconvenience but most of all the pain. I am burnt, itchy and tender and the only products you can use that have zilch chemicals in them are useless. It looks as though someone has stuck an iron over my breast its actually the same shape as an iron and hurts as much. I just want it all to be over now so that I can completely heal from the 2 surgery's and this.
I made a decision yesterday to get the work finished and give my house a blitz so that today I have nothing to do except what I want too. I plan to make a chocolate cake and watch movies. More work will be coming in today from holiday changeovers but it can go in the van and stay there till tomorrow. I need a day without work or hospital. The weather is awful too, its one of those days when you just want to cosy up inside and do nothing, Perfect!!
The caravan project is coming along, she's stripped, sanded and the first coat of paint has been applied. The fabric has been bought but there is a few weeks delay on one of the rolls as they did not have enough. Its amazing how much fabric a caravan needs, I have chosen Clarke and Clarke because there fabric is so pretty and its cheaper than Cath Kidston.
The running is going OK, but each run is getting harder and slower. I know there are very good reasons for this. The main one being my appetite is not good at the moment so I,m not taking on enough fuel. I do not know if this is because of the treatment but I just cannot eat anything after lunch time with out feeling sick. I will pop to the supermarket today and see if there is anything that really appeals to me to break this cycle.
Hopefully in my next post I will have some photos of the updated caravan, so you can see a difference.