So today I went to the hospital to have a a check up and make sure my lymph nodes had tested clear. I was under the impression weeks ago that they would be fine and they are, I was also told I wouldn't need chemo just radiotherapy. I,m pretty sure the nurse said words to the effect "it's a done deal" So I was hoping today I would get a vague timetable of when radiotherapy and tamoxifen would be starting, I like to be in control and organised and know whats going to be happening.
Maybe I,m naive cos its not a done deal and I have to wait for more tests and I may have to have chemo if the oncologist thinks it going to be beneficial. So I,m still uncertain what happens next and I,m fed up. I'm not depressed just fed up and obviously I would like to know I don't need chemo. I shall now wait for my appointment with the oncologist which will hopefully be soon. I apologise for being miserable I know I will be fine tomorrow, it dosen't take me long to bounce back.